LOYCE'S WORLD

2011-08-17T20:19:00.002+08:00

往往在我心里的想法

我无法办到

有时心里、头脑和嘴巴没办法合作

你或许不能明白但我的确如此

很多很多想要说的话

到嘴边

又被心里收回了

我无能为力

所以不了解的人嘛

认为我自私、我贪心、我冷血

我得说那是还没在你面前成熟的我

等到有天我们的关系渐渐由青转红我相信你就不会这么认为了

刚认识的或是认识了一段时间的你不太可能捉得到我的想法

认识了几年的或多或少能预测我下一句活

认识了很久很久的大概可以帮我回答问题了又或许不能

因为我一直在改变

一直变

不晓得终点在哪里

我喜欢静态有时喜欢动态

就好像我喜欢静静地看书有时又会很疯狂的跳舞

（因该没人看过，当然我不会在有人的情况下手舞足蹈）

我喜欢呆在家有时又喜欢往外跑

人有太多太多的包袱

你如何决择都不可能是全对的

我知道别人怎么想但我就是不想去解释

就是不想不知道为什么我觉得没有意义

除非事情很严重

很多不开心的事应该如何倾述我不晓得

所以都闷在心里有时很想大哭

我喜欢选择逃避喜欢看能让我暂忘一切的快乐节目听很吵很吵的歌

我了解逃避不能解决一切但我还是选择逃避

我很少很少写心里话很久很久了自从中学毕业后没有为了要交周记后

我不喜欢重复事情不喜欢写日记不喜欢重新想今天到底发生了什么事

不喜欢慢慢的娓娓道来

我知道这或许不对但没办法

人生有很多事我们无法一一办到但一定要尽力而为

别看我说话大声很感发言每每说出口后就后悔了

一句短短的话就足够我想两、三天了

我没自信说了你也不信

可以这么形容我我的外在活在今天我的内在活在昨天

硬硬的生活天天活在当下软软的思考偶尔浮现脑海慢慢的消化折磨我的细胞

Randam #3 人生

2011-08-12T18:53:00.005+08:00

这星期的开始，带着充满期待的心情出发，遇上了障碍，我绕道；遇上了麻烦，我让步；遇上了烦恼，我冷静；遇上了事实；我妥协……

你不会晓得，公假一开始的清晨，打开电脑，第一道消息把我整颗心都冷却了。当然，没有人会相信，更没有人愿意相信……

世界不公平，大家都晓得；老天爷几时也习惯了世界的不公？

这几天的活动特别多，所以只好隐藏着情绪奋战，直到今天才能好好的用文笔抒发抒发内心的想法。

老天爷的决定，我们没有办法改变，只可以去面对；所有的不了解，所有的不明白，都已没有办法改变现实的残酷。老天爷，或许有他不得已的地方吧？

我只想和老天爷说：

老天爷，您把他带走得那么突然是何故，我不过问，但我姨丈是个好人，让他上天堂吧！让他在天之灵能保护他最爱的家人。多谢了……

亲爱的姨丈，

没能送你最后一程，非常抱歉，我会记得你的好，也会帮你多关心你的家人，你走好。

亲爱的阿姨，

我知道我没办法体会你的痛，但我希望你能勇敢的站起来，我们大家都会支持你、帮助你走下去的。加油！

亲爱的俊俊、腾腾和芊芊,

虽然爸爸没有办法陪伴你们长大，但是你们还有很爱你们的妈妈，还有不要忘了你们阵容庞大的表兄弟姐妹！记得要快快乐乐的长大，勇敢的面对人生，有困难就跟我们说一声吧！加油！

人的一生像一辆缓缓驶过的火车，只是你不晓得你的目的地在哪里？你不知道你的过客会有谁?你不清楚他或她会呆多久？你更无法预测何时何日会抵达终点……

人生的短，让我体会到什么叫及时行乐，什么叫珍惜，什么叫活在当下……

今天是星期五，一个人的日子。大清早，一个人哼着歌曲走在上班的路上；一个人享受咖啡屋的悠闲午餐；一个人走在晚霞满空的下班夜晚。一个人，静静地享受着一个人的快乐。

下班回家的路上，发生了几件让我感到这世界还是有温暖的事情。

1。买了晚餐后走出餐厅门口，前面走着一位盲人朋友，我不认识他，但是在他把门推开后，转了个身把门按着，等待着走在他后面的我步行出来，那瞬间，我内心是感动的，我赶紧走出大门并大声地说了“谢谢！”。

2。过人行道的时候，看见了一对兄妹，大概只有六、七岁吧，哥哥吃着饼干，妹妹喝着汽水。过了人行道后，哥哥把饼干交给妹妹、妹妹把汽水交给哥哥，兄妹情深……一瓶汽水，一片饼干，两个分享着吃。

回到家后，看见社交网站上，国家团结和平分子拍摄的电影终于受到电检局的核准上映，我微笑了。

世界并没有太不公平，太冷漠；人生如此短促，学着看看美好一面吧……

把心放宽，奇迹有可能就在下一个转角处。

Random #3: Weekend

2011-07-23T22:56:00.002+08:00

(Photo taken by me at Haji Lane)

I have been gone back to my hometown almost every weekend since the semester started

unless there is an event happened on weekend, just like this week...

For this week, we need to interview a cos-player for our school project at VIVO on saturday afternoon.

And, this was my first time experienced a real cos-play event.

After the event, I decided to meet my friend at Bugis.

We had a walk around Haji Lane and Arab Street.

This was my 3rd times went to Bugis for this week!

HAHA

The most important thing is....I found a dress that I really love and it only costs $24.50!

Quality is good and everything just suit me BUT I never buy...

and I don't know why....

Okay, may be I know...

Gotta save more money now!

We walk and chat, shopping and photo-ING...

enjoys discovering new things, like the Children Little Museum...

But we never go in coz need to pay...><

I love those small shops there and will pay a visit again soon, I guess XD

AND

I wanna go Chinatown too! There got more well-decorated small shops!!!

Randam #2 杂感

2011-07-17T21:07:00.004+08:00

好久没更新了

生活过得还可以换了个新的“工作” 还在适应当中

每天都过得不一样有时精彩有时枯燥而有时一天内有两种极端的心情

刚看了两部电影《父子》和《六号出口》

都还不错两部都是得奖影片

“青春是一直往前跑，可几时才能到出口？”

哈里波特已完结，一部陪我一整个中学时代的魔法故事，完结得如此轰轰烈烈……

而我们呢？

面对无法预知的未来没有教学指南的情况下我们得如何抉择？

是选择自己还是让现实决定？

总觉得别人怎么那么厉害？

自己总是呆在原地

我努力了，还是如此；别人呢？是如此幸运……

不过也还好

我觉得老天爷还是没有忘记我的

该出现的时候还是会出现

谢谢咯

没有比较的世界才会有真正的朋友

Random #1 ：烦恼

2011-05-26T21:01:00.005+08:00

I am a random girl. I love to do random stuff randomly, sometimes without any random reason.So, I am going to post about my random thoughts and below is the first post of my random topic which is in Chinese. Hope you enjoy it. =)

从微博上看到的，觉得蛮有意思：

"烦恼大多是自找的：心理学家做了个有趣的实验，试验者每周日晚把下周烦恼写下来投入烦恼箱。3周后他在试验者面前打开箱子逐一核对每项烦恼。结果90%的烦恼都没有发生。据统计所得，一般人的忧虑有40%属于过去，有50%属于未来，只有10%属于现在，而92%的忧虑从未发生过，而剩下的8%则是能够轻易应付。"

今天，理了一下思绪，发现在学校期间的间接性心情不好，大部分是自己想太多或是太容易被外界因素影响，简称“自制烦恼”。

有时候，朋友间的对话参与少了，你会发现好像被“隔离”了；有时候，纯粹的不想微笑，会让人误以为难以接近。有些时候，为了参与而参与，微笑而微笑，聊天而聊天，好像情况变得乐观了，但是内心却是劳累的。

一些交友网站的创办，得以让我们与朋友们保持联络，亦赫然成为我们每日必到访的网站之一，就只是因为深怕与世界脱轨，怕漏了哪些重要资讯，哪些敏感“状态”（status) 而言语上得罪了朋友，等等。

有时候觉得人生真的很烦，有太多需要顾虑到的东西，太多虚假性的言辞，太多自己无能为力而必须屈服的事情。

前两天，和好友，可莹不约而同的忘了把手机带在身上就匆匆离开了工作室。我们俩决定把步伐放慢，悠悠的游走校园，释放一些被困已久的工作细胞。我们走走停停，闲聊着，偶尔还一起清唱，看着眼前悠绿的树木，近在几尺的天空蓝游泳池，因为没有手机在身的干扰，我们尽量不去理会已逝去了多少时间，慢慢地走回工室。我俩都有同感没有了电话，生活是如此的平静。

其实，除了电话以外，网际网络等都不是生活的必需品，但是活在这样的世界里，这些都是无可避免的。

偶尔还是要让生活回归平静。

套用“KungFuPanda 2”里The Dragon Warrior，Po 能打赢对手的秘决“Inner Peace"。

Inner Peace，值得一学。

2010-08-06T15:11:00.005+08:00

刚过完了第一个星期的study week

想说先relax一下，才开始读书

中学的clique刚从吉隆坡回来，但是我却必须回到新加坡参加YOG 的活动

不过，no regret,　我觉得这次的活动应该是毕生一次而已　所以应该值得　呵呵

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

回家的感觉是好的

不需要所有事情都自己来，当然会变懒散

但是这就是家，温暖的避风港，难道不是吗？

当　你看到家人都因为你回来而高兴

当　你看到家人们在家门前引颈窥望

我不禁问自己是否很久未踏上回家的路上？

当　家人很想与你交谈，却不知要谈些什么

心忍不住抽了一下

当　家人想要给你拥抱　我却有些不好意思

为什么？

不习惯？还是．．．

我在想这是每个人必经的道路，有些人没有多大感触，有些人则成反比

早前　听了一首歌　早点回家　

青峰的声音　穿过了我的耳膜　传进了我的心脏

句句歌词　向利剑刺进我脑海里

久久无法忘怀

2010-07-11T12:05:00.002+08:00

AM camp

一个全新的经验

看着天空从蔚蓝到漆黑，再回到蔚蓝....

一整夜的困意，瞬间烟消云散....

一群脑袋装满奇怪想法，体力像永远消耗不完的“小瓜们”

毅然坚决地如期举行此活动，虽然早就料到此路不好走，却咬紧牙根一一解决所有困境

这当然要归功于各位愿意为此活动牺牲的工委们

才让所有营员们非常享受整个过程

2010-06-08T20:53:00.005+08:00

打招呼是一种礼貌

当你看到朋友时，一个微笑，就足够了

开心的话，举起手，挥一挥

其实，一个眼神也可以算是种打招呼的方式

但，有些人，插肩而过得光明正大，就是不看你一眼，

如果说有一段距离，那就算了

可是，有些人明明就是看到你了，却假装没看见，

如果说不是很熟，那就微微一笑，

笑一笑，就能交多一个朋友，多简单啊？

当一个人不和你打招呼时，或许是你得罪了他/她？或许是...

今天和朋友聊了这个话题，我其中一位朋友说，骄傲吧或许....

当你想破头脑都得不到答案时，或许那些人比较害羞吧？哈哈...

其实，微微一笑，忘了吧，不要太在意

下一次见到面，再试一次，也许可以喊出名字，看看反应如何？

Food

2010-06-06T13:57:00.005+08:00

Tried out a new recipe just now for my lunch,

Bolied soya milk with oat

tasted good!

hahas..
Then , I tried to mix it with biscuit and it tasted better!

hahasXD

but I cooked too much,

so in the end, I felt a bit "腻" ..hahasXD

Actually , I felt lazy to go downstair buy food, so just simply mixed all the things I had to make my own lunch..

hehe..

end up not bad!

2010-06-03T17:01:00.003+08:00

当你处在一个被资讯包围的世界里，你不会认真地去思考一些问题，不应该说是问题，应该说是一些你本来很在意但却没时间去思考的个人问题。

当资讯不断地进入你大脑，报章，杂志，电视，网络，人与人之间的交谈，人体电脑会自动地去思考“新”的资料，而忘记了一些原本自己很在意的事情。就好比，游子对家人的思念，一些许过的承诺，以前的好朋友们，重要的纪念日等等。

当某一天，因为一首歌。或是一部电影的某段故事惊醒了梦中人，才开始领悟自己或许错过了什么，或许不应该太自私地为自己而活。有些人或许会开始改变，或许过了几天又忘了。

每每这种感觉滑过脑袋，我都答应自己要有所改变，但往往因为某些因素又把之抛在脑后了。

最近一次有这种感觉是在看完了电影 “THE LAST SONG”后，突然觉得沟通很重要，多了解别人，关心别人，珍惜现在，过去的事情就让它过去，不要太追究，其实在生活当中，每件事情的发生都有它存在的意义。逃避，倒不如去面对，或许能从中得到不同的体验，人生才没虚度过吧。

Monday Blue~

2010-05-24T10:32:00.002+08:00

~Monday Blue~

Blue because today don't have class, so nothing to do~

Blue because I feel bore staying alone at home~

Blue because everyone got something to do but I don't have~

Blue , because I love BLUE~

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Is going to rain soon...

**picture took during last year genting trip**

NYPPC Outing

2010-05-22T18:31:00.003+08:00

Had a great outing with NYPPC committees

Went to Botanical Garden in the morning

Had lunch in City Hall -- Just Asia

Went to Cathay to look for studio tools

-------------------------------------

We had a good chatting session during the lunch time

really enjoyed it...

Went to a few "new" places today

learned more photography stuffs

really look forward for the upcoming outing!

**photos shot in Botanical Garden*

2010-05-22T00:13:00.003+08:00

Before sunset -----

a movie that maybe you will not like it but it was quite a good piece of art work...

I love sunset...before or after sunset is totally different during sunset ^^

**photo searched from google.**

2010-05-16T20:25:00.002+08:00

A hot and boring sunday

forced myself stayed at home study MMR

ended up only looked through 4 lecture notes and can't remember anything

planned to go out with PW today but both of us lazy to move out due to the weather so cancel the original plan...

Dilemma

should I start the conversation ?

will the people feel I damn "kepo"?

but if I didn't ask, will the people feel I irresponsible?

I really don't know what to do...

and the PR ICA1

coca-cola drive me crazy since last night

don't know what to write for the report

the company is a bit too BIG~~

and the leader not online until now~~

HUS!!!

what a boring weekend!

line damn suck and PPS refuse to let me watch any drama

I damn don't like to stay at home ...

the weather made me sweat whole day

ISH!

I want air-con!!!

my small blue fan fanned me the whole day but my sweat just being naughty...

pity fan...

really appreciated it~~

tomorrow class end at 11am , continue with PR meeting and slack until 6pm for another meeting

really wonder whether I can care both my cca and hmwk or not~~

GOD bless...

2010-05-15T11:05:00.003+08:00

昨晚为ISC 举办了一个FRESHMEN 欢迎会，我是AIC ( Assistance overall In-charge)。虽然不是很完美，但是还是很不错的。当然有一些突发状况是无法比避免的，只好把它当成经验，希望下一次完美一些。

说没压力是骗人的，说不怕是不可能的，这只是希望自己听了后会轻松些。安慰别人，当然也顺便安慰自己。

从这次活动中，我了解到了好多人的个性，我明白了一些道理，我学会了一些东西，也发现了自己。过错是成功的基础，改变是必要的过程。

过去式，以没法追究，未来式，才是重点。

p/s: 真的非常感谢所有帮忙的人，想特别感谢一些人，很乐意帮助人，老天有眼，你们的热心帮忙会得到回报的。 ^^

这辈子，只有一次，认真地活，别浪费。

2010-05-11T20:56:00.003+08:00

几个星期前，写了篇文章想要投稿到星云，attach 了那篇文章，然后寄出，可是整理稿件的工作人员回复我说没收到，所以我又寄了一次，结果他又回复我说没收到，后来我就放弃了，或许老天爷认为不适合刊登吧，哈哈!

既然我的blog没有很多人会看，我就放上这里吧！

想象一下，炎热的大街上，人群串动，车辆飞驰，他们的脑海中都清楚知道自己的目的地，然而有多少位人类是真正地朝着自己想要的目的地前进？惯性的生活，麻木的生存，利益的社会，埋没的梦想。

每个人类的心坎里都有着一件未完成的事情，一件一直被其它那些人类自认非常重要的琐事搁下来，有着一堆毫无实际可言的借口耽误着，到生命的最后却没能完成的所谓憾事，最后的最后还须托人帮你实现你自己的梦想。别人为了承诺，带着完成使命的心情而不是完成梦想的精力，替你实现了你完全无法感受到的梦想成真的快乐，这样的梦想成真可怜得可怕！

放不下，其实是梦想的天敌。“学会放下”这名言，不是每一个人都能实际地去运用，然而不学会它，你永远都是自己的失败者。这辈子的事，不要在下辈子完成，因为下辈子你的灵魂不会存在同一个躯壳里。

我一直希望有朝一日能够成为一位背包客，和几位志同道合的好友，逛一逛这世界的各个角落。偶尔停下脚步，小住几天，感受一下当地的风俗，学习当地的文化，喜欢的话，就多住几天，放慢自己的脚步，重新认识这一个因人类而改变的美丽世界。这个梦想，已被归纳在我的计划栏里，一旦机会来了，我会暂放一切勇敢地去实行。

这辈子，只有一次，认真地活，别浪费。=）

sometimes.....

2010-04-26T13:24:00.004+08:00

Sometimes

I feel like I am useless

sometimes

i feel like eveything is my false

sometimes

I feel like I shouldn't say it that way but it's all too late

sometimes

I think the way I feel but people don't , then misunderstanding happen

sometimes

I ask questions but people not really want to answer it , may be it was a stupid question, i guess...

sometimes

I smile when people tell me something, isn't it that I don't want to reply but I can't hear what you said, pls stand at my right handside if you want to tell me something in a lower voice...

(as my friend, you should know what happen to me^^)

sometimes

people are talking around me but i didn't join them, because I can't really hear clearly and may be it's just too boring to talk about that topic...

sometimes

I saw you but you didn't or may be you did but you pretend didn't...

and yeah, that's why I hate people who "pretend"...

sometimes

I change my mood quiet fast but that's just sometimes and I am putting lots of effort to control it...

sometimes...

is a lot of different sometimes for me and here are only part of those I wanna share with you,

my friends...

p/s:

maybe, sometimes , I just think too much....

2010-04-25T10:59:00.002+08:00

went to Asian Civilisation Museum in Raffles place last friday

with clique for National Education Project

had shot quite a lot of photos there

is really a nice place^^

**more photos in FB**

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will attend an interview for ISC comittee on the coming Monday

hope everything will be alright

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going back to Kluang this coming friday

home sweet home<3>

2010-04-20T21:44:00.002+08:00

Raining evening can't cold the people down who were happily preparing for tomorrow club crawl

me and peiwen went to "kepo" a few clubs

ran with Von and Gary in stadium with ZiJing sitting at the bench waiting for us just right before the downpour..

ran only three rounds today...

never exercise for this long school holidays

only stayed at home playing, sleeping and eating...

phew...need to exercise more now ! hahasXD

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first day of school was okay..

although only have two lectures

but still felt happy can return to school...

the time table for this sem was GOOD....

no 8am class and no night class as well

gonna put more effort for this sem...

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will go club crawl tomorrow after lesson

hope it will be a success tomorrow!^^

Leading

2010-04-08T00:46:00.003+08:00

Leading~

Is a tiring job...

Is not easy at all...

Everytime I lead, I learn, I change, I fail , I analyse, I change, I fail again and it keeps repeating...

To be a leader is not easy,

to be a good leader is hard...

Since primary school, I had been chosen to be the leader...

it's the same in secondary school and

continuing in poly life....

"It's cool to be the leader!"

ya, exactly, but a leader is the one who have to use his/her mind to brainstorm ideas and method of leading...

two of these things are important and work together ....

having good ideas but with a lousy leading skill, you fail to be a leader..

and vice versa..

until now,

I am still finding the "good" leading skill that everyone will satisfy with it but I know it is hard to find...

for the good ideas, it never ever will end in this world, just that whether you can think of it or whether you can find it out earlier than people...

Leading is forever a challenge for a leader.

2010-03-25T12:49:00.004+08:00

Result was out...I damn not satisfy with it!

Emo for one whole day ...

Promise myself will put more effort for the next coming semester!

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I am now waiting for my train to come and fetch me...

lolx

stupid train service..want me to wait until 2:30pm ...

3 hours...OMG

huuuuuuuuuuuuu

luckily, got my lappy accompany me...

so, I "sneak" into the Coffee Bean and bought the cheapest drink...

and online there for the next two hours

hahasXD

but cheapest drink was tasteless...

anyway, I can enjoy 2 hours free internet access in the shop with the freezing air-con...

hahassXD

worth !

LOLx

旅途记述

2010-03-22T19:37:00.004+08:00

本来两个小时的车程，我竟用了一整个下午坐火车和巴士才完成！

烦人的天气，时雨时晴，不知为何我还能以如此平静的心情继续完成这趟旅程...

原本一时二十分的火车，延迟到了二时十分，在车站无聊的读着英文版的《读者文摘》，抱着我的大背包，就像一个背包旅客。闷热的环境，少不了到处乱串的飞虫，一下飞过头顶，一下飞过脚裸，原本不耐烦的乘客，心情显得更烦燥。我心中暗自祈祷，希望火车上的冷气并没有损坏。还记得最近一次搭火车，整整两个小时的车程，没有冷气供应，闷热的发慌！

上了火车，发现冷气运作正常，心情不知不觉好了大半。车程的前几分钟，我在半睡半醒中渡过了。后面的几十分钟，我看着窗外发呆，拍了一些照片。有时，对着窗外发呆，看看沿路的风景，把脑袋放空，找回一些属于大自然的声音，就算是车轮与轨道摩擦发出的声响，也都能舒缓本来烦燥的思绪，得到暂时的片刻宁静。

2010-03-01T16:33:00.003+08:00

今早看了一部台湾电影---艋舺，

这称得上是一部很好的电影。

故事叙述手法不错，连接及剪接成功把故事的主题呈现出来，

有种想多看一次的冲动。

2010-02-27T10:21:00.002+08:00

最近的室外温度相信增加了不少

流汗量是挺惊人的

不要说走路去学校会流汗

就连刚洗完澡，还没踏出浴室，汗就又开始流了 ......

2010-02-25T22:53:00.004+08:00

刚考完试，和我的clique到戏院看了一部电影" Hot summer love"

没有考完试的特别感

anyway，holiday is coming !!!

still need to stay for one more week for the ISC drama...

but I am happy with it!

happy to do what I love to do!

2010-02-23T15:34:00.002+08:00

Almost killed by MBSN today

and realised I should blank my mind now, RIGHT NOW!!

and concentrate to study PSM for tomorrow ...

yeah!!

That's the right choice!!!

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Had a great gathering with my family, relatives and friends in Kluang during new year..

New year this year was just normal...

but I had realised on something....

different people had different thoughts, not every people can understand and accept other people's thought...

so, arguing, misundertanding, quarrelling happened...

is this natural?

hehe...maybe.....

Music Video -- Kite

2010-02-11T10:09:00.002+08:00

This is my recent school project -- Music Video.

Song: Kite sang by U2

2010-02-08T20:42:00.003+08:00

夏天的邂逅，美丽的回忆；落叶的季节，崭新的开始。

2010-02-05T01:11:00.002+08:00

What a day?!

Went out at 9am and came back at nearly 11pm

but it was fun to stay in school...

yeap!

the final production---Music Video was done!

that was amazing..

quite satisfied with our final product but it still can be better if we have more time...

anyway, I like it!

hahasss..

will post on facebook, youtube and HERE soon after the formal screening section next wednesday..

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I will go back Malaysia tomorrow but will only stay in JB...

will overnight in Peiwen's house with eikming together

then will most probably go shopping the next day and come back again in the evening..

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I really can't wait for CNY....

heard that my house had been painted again and it looked like a new house!

that is cool!

hahas...

I can't really feel the CNY atmosphere here..

Hope to go back as soon as possible..

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Two more weeks to go ....

Exam!!!

arghhhh

4 subjects this time..

I think the whole of my new year will full fill with all those media principles thingy....

LOL...

anyway, I will do my best!!!^^

2010-02-03T21:22:00.005+08:00

Brand new year,

brand new skin,

i mean my blog...LOL..

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CNY is around the corner

can't wait to go back Kluang!

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Reminder is kind of a thriller movie...

when it comes without prepare, you will have a shock at first, then anger after that, then scolding follow up..

or may be you will feel stress up, then find ways to de stress, then think back again or may be cry out...

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Life is short..

live it to the fullest

make sure it worth!

(but sometimes you have to care about other things...)

2010-01-24T11:49:00.003+08:00

张开与关闭之间的差别...

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平静的礼拜天

却有着不平静的心跳声

不知是功课压力还是其他原因

非常不喜欢这种感觉

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一个朋友的一句话点醒了在迷糊中的我

谢谢她...

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不插电的脑最近非常忙碌有点超劳过度

好想让它放空但是时间却非常霸道的拼命往前冲.....

2010-01-17T20:33:00.003+08:00

好久没有过上一个那么快乐的周末了

疯狂的玩....还在陌生人面前跳“达浪舞”

真的放下了很多...

感觉很特别...

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上个星期，参加了flashmob..

我从来没想过会参加这种“东西”

哈哈...

还竟然跳了Michael Jackson 的Beat It！

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虽然还蛮忙的

不过还是得娱乐一下自己

哈哈...

Dreams Conquer Future

2010-01-13T09:00:00.000+08:00

Dreams Conquer Future is the theme of this video. This video is to remind youths about their first dreams and tell them don't give up when facing any problems. By maintaining their dreams, youth are on their own way to participate in nation building. With their dreams, the future of Singapore will be brighter through their success.

**Thanks a lot for the help of my main characters HUSAYN,SERAN and SUET MEI.**

** Music from www.freeplaymusic.com.**

2010-01-06T11:32:00.005+08:00

十八对每一个人来说是象征着成长的新里程碑，也是每一个人所期待的...

但当你真正的以即高兴又担心的心情迎接它，往往却出乎预料的平凡....

十八其实并没有什么特别的象征，它就像数学一样，在你出现在地球的年份上加了一个号码...

很多人都说十八了，是成人了，很多事情都可以做了，但是同时很多事情你都失去了可以再做的机会....

我的十八过的平凡却有意思，现在十九了，而我却不觉得不同的点在哪里....

可能是在盲点吧...哈哈...

2009-12-30T14:53:00.002+08:00

Christmas at BP...

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School is going to reopen soon...

and 2010 is coming in 1 day time

my 18th year lived in this earth is going to end

with the 19th year welcoming me with more challenges in life...

what I feel?

Fear?

Happy?

Sad?

I feel that I grow...up and up...no turning back...

I still remember when I was young, I hope to grow up faster

but now

I regret, can the time slow down?

I need a time travel machine ....

I wanna go back to the time when I still can lie in my parents' arm,

the time when I first go to zoo

the time when I can play around in the playground which now I hardly fit in~~~

the time when I still need to wear uniform to school..

the time when I........

that's too many things I hope to re-do it again...

but that is impossible right?

hahass...

yeah, so we have to look forward eventhough life is hard in this full-of-competition world

move on! is more easy to talke then do...

anywhere, I will just try...try to do my best...

I have set myself a few goals for 2010 and I hope I achieve it...

so now

LET'S MOVE ON!!!

2009-12-16T10:02:00.004+08:00

*My gang in SG!

Term break coming soon~~~

I am going back on this Saturday...

Miss my hometown so much...
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the half of this semester had almost past

hm...

what I can say is 'not bad'

yeah...not bad..

at least better than last semester...

I will keep it up...

2009-12-13T16:20:00.003+08:00

LOL

first time used "CONEW" to edit photo...

I had thought for so long whether want to download that programmes or not

in the end...

I downloaded it...

I shouldn't download it

I should't used it to edit photos...

it will guide me the wrong way which I don't want to go....

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anyway

this was shot in AMK HUB's cinema with my junior(ah chua) yesterday....

we enjoyed a childish movie named " The Pricess and the Frog"

hahass..

2009-12-07T20:04:00.002+08:00

Role playing was good !!! hahass

Ms. Soo said " good job!!!"

So, now left only finance report and stand-upper presentation

I feel to gather a group of people for meeting was HARD!!!

I need to sms a lot, msn anytime and help them arrange the suitable time for gathering...

solve this problem, solve that problem, still have to say please to them and thanks them for their cooperation..

haiz..

tired.....

one more week...I am going to have my only-two-weeks-holidays..

LOL

I am going to watch a lot of movies (although I did it always..hahass..)

I love movies and dramas more compare to news which is too controlled ...I think...

not fantasy at all..hahass

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Peiwen told me we are really media students...

when class cancelled suddenly..

all of us will go for movies

and the funniest things is ,

we went for the same cinema (Cathay at AMK Hub)

BUT

we didn't see each others..

hahhass

there were three gangs of us,

one, is us...we watched happy flight

second, is rachel them, they watched case 39..

thrid, is those guys, they watched ....forget ady...lol

so yah, we went there right after Randal cancelled his class..

but

we didn't saw wach others (others group)

hahasss

2009-12-04T08:34:00.002+08:00

Emcee got a B, is quite normal for me to get a B...

but I just feel like not enough...

Ms Soo said my style is a bit singsong..

coz I'm a foreigner...

I feel like this course is abit different from others course like engineering which you only focused on theory ..

my course is focused more on presentation, means have to talk, talk and talk...

business presentation is not that easy actually

you can't look through the slide, you have to memories all the content,

for formal business presentation, cue card is not allowed.

for the slide, no long-winded words are allow, the simple the best...

although mine one is media course but it somehow related to business..

that's why we learned...

so the marks are really quite hard to "gain"....

hahasss...

but I like this course, it's fun!

learn in a creative and fun ways...

that you will not fall asleep...

and

that's what I want!

although the assignment is torturing but it's designed in a fun way...^^

will keep on going ...

to reach my goals...^^

2009-12-03T23:12:00.002+08:00

http://loyceworks.blogspot.com

My photo's blog.....

I am just an amateur

Welcome to give me comments ^^

2009-11-27T19:20:00.003+08:00

What did I do for a public holiday?

Morning woke up at 8 plus, had my breakfast ( cereal+milk ) after shower,then started on my storyboard ICA until 11:30am...

*in between, the unreasonbable "Jess" came in to change the "future tenant" bed sheet. She said, "this one too ugly lah, should change a good looking one, if not, nobody want to rent loh, then u have to pay another $100 for this room, I only can stand losing $300 for 6 months, I am not those people who born by"含着金汤匙"......"*

Please lah, you got work leh, every day said no money...then said is easy to find two tenants to rent this room compare to find one to suit in, and said what she can give me one month notification and call me out, u think I feel happy stay with u ah~~just because here near school and I lazy to move all my things...no wonder you are still a "Miss" now...LOL...

(will tell more about her on the other post..)

So, then I went downstair to have my lunch, chicken rice ($2.00)..then came back preapared to go out with my friend---eikming

AMK Hud was crowded....I went to buy movies ticket first, New Moon at 3pm, $10 per person, quite expensive.....

Still had 2 hours to hang around, So I planned to buy cloths for new year next year...finally I saw a skirt in PepperPlus, quite good quality and the price was quite okay, so I bought it....XD

Then , went straight to Fairprice, wanted to buy mee. Huhu, got offer, only $1.80 (original $2.40).

Then, met eikming at Jollibean, then go shopping again....this time I didn't buy anything....

Watched New Moon at 3pm..finish at about 5pm...

Not good but not bad...I feel like the story had no main point~~~but eikming said this was because I didn't watch Twilight....but the ending was really....erm...lousy....

Back to home, mop my room and washed the toilet...(*the toilet only used by the "Jess" and me, for now, but she said "you must clean the toilet until the new tenant come and you two can divide the works...LOL..then what she have to do is mop the living room and kitchen, the problem is she and another two tenants divide the works, so she no need to mop every week, but I have to clean the toilet every week....wth.....so LAZY!!!!)

2009-11-13T09:53:00.002+08:00

my partner----Dionne!!^^

Yeah!!!

just finished emcee presentation..

overall not bad...

going back m'sia afterwards

so exciting

hahasss...

2009-11-02T08:49:00.002+08:00

Early in the morning

walking slowly to school

sit alone in an empty classroom

online using my laptop, checking mail, checking those PM in FCBK, blogging...

waiting for people to come...

That's what I do almost every day...no, only weekday...hahass

Today, my suck handphone didn't wake me up..

luckily, my roommate's handphone rang

or else I will be late for class..

but

still tooooo early...LOL

I should check it again or may be buy a new one....

What an unforgetable weekends I had...

went to Singapore Sport School shot for swimming competition

shot like an "idiot"

first, is hard to shoot people in water unless you have a DSLR's zoom lens(kit)

second, seem like every people in Singapore have a DSLR, made them look so professional, then those workers there thought we (sher and me) just shot for fun...

third, our NYP team's swimmers looked us like a strangers, not even look at our camera...

fourth, I had shot for two hundred plus photos but I ended up only chose about 55...(hard to choose, they want to keep those photos but some of the photos are not that nice....I can't choose those photos coz what I choose will filter again by those senior....)

fifth, I promise I won't go shot for swwimming event anymore...

2009-10-23T16:19:00.002+08:00

No school today...

went AMK HUB watched movies...

Tsunami

quite nice to watch...

my sister's keeper also not bad...

both are so touching...

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going to my aunt's house tomorrow

long time didn't visit them already

have to keep contact...

hehe

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life are not in your control sometimes

but

that's what called LIFE...

so just accept it and face it normally

better than you make yourself down everyday...

look at the positive side...

and again

that's life!!!

2009-10-21T00:35:00.005+08:00

what a "amazing" second day

school started at eleven morning and ended at ten night...

more homeworks are given out...

then?

"meet" my old friend through msn...

then?

chose by Randal(lecturer) and voted by my classmates to become Module Rep...

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wanna said about my old friend...

that was...haha

we sat side by side yesterday for dinner

BUT

we didn't say anything

both of us just felt like "that girl look familiar..."

then

today through msn we confirmed that ...."oh yah!! is u...no wonder..."

haha...

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so far so good...

everything was going on like what i planned..

hope it maintain...

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msn with a ice-man was terrible...

I won't do it next time...

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seriously!!!

I hate this ----------lol!!!

2009-10-19T19:18:00.002+08:00

First day of semester two....

back to the routine...

felt good to meet all my friends again

and

for this sems,

I am going to CHALLENGE myself!!!

中秋~

2009-10-18T13:16:00.002+08:00

每年的中秋，小孩子们最期待的就属月光会了。然而，近年的月光会已不如以往那般好玩。是时代不同了？还是大家都变了？

对我来说，印象中最深刻的月光会，地点是在大姨家，每个家庭都聚在一起。那时候的我们，大概有七八个，都还是小学阶段，大家围成一圈，中间就是我们的“小厨房”。我们准备了几个ＭＩＬＯ铝罐，在底部用铁钉开了几个洞，然后把有洞口的那一面放在上面，下面则放了几根蜡烛。首先，我们准备烤花生。说是烤花生，其实只不过是把已熟的花生“烤”热来吃。后来，我们觉得不过瘾，就开始烤大人们吃完的螃蟹壳，为了有真实感，我们随时在上面撒些蜡，蜡溶了之后，会透过洞口流进铝罐里，滴在火上时会发出“滋滋”的声音，就好像在炒菜。大人们坐在一旁的石椅上，边看我们玩乐，边有一搭没一搭的闲聊着。
　　
过后几年的月光会都只是吃吃月饼，聊聊天，点点蜡烛，赏赏月，只是点到为止。不知为什么，没有人再提起那年月光会的点滴，或许对他们来说那不重要吧，或许那不是他们最深刻的回忆，或许．．．．．．有太多的或许，但是对我来说，那晚会是我记忆中最美好的童年月光会。

　　

2009-10-17T17:20:00.002+08:00

Just arrived in Singapore...

second semester will start on the coming Monday~~

Feel like my result was so lousy compare to my others roommates(nurse and engineer)

haiz~~~

for this brand new semester

I tell myself to be more focus, hardworking and do the best for all the things...

I know I can!

Gambateh

I wanna make this sems MINE!!!^^

2009-10-15T00:37:00.002+08:00

未来人，你知道未来吗？
未来是如何呢？

现实是残酷的
我选择逃避
表面的坚持不过是不想被伤害
累了放纵自己

2009-10-14T00:30:00.003+08:00

old exercise book....

bring me back to the time when I start using it..

it was in Machap...

when I started my pre-education..

I still remember I like to cut those cutie picture from magazines and paste it in my exercise book

That book still inside my drawer till now~~~

with my memories together...

2009-10-13T10:46:00.001+08:00

NIGHT CLASSES TILL 10PM!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!

how they arrange it????

how come???

urrrgghhh~~~~~

2009-10-13T00:03:00.002+08:00

What's the meaning of " waiting"???
".....wait for me..."
hahahahha....
funny~~~~
I should not believe it~~~
I should believe what JY said: it just a lie...a white colur, pure lie~

or

may be ...
u forget??
nope~~~
stop finding those rubbish reasons to make you feel good!!
You always did it~~
and now
u should stop it!!!!
STOP IT!!

FACE THE REAL WORLD!!!

2009-10-11T14:59:00.001+08:00

最近都在听这首歌....喜欢它的词和曲...

2009-10-11T12:07:00.004+08:00

长假即将结束就要恢复生活了
每次在这一种时候脑袋的电线都会接错一堆的感触感想

谁说自由很好？我不赞同........
（或许我不需要吧...）

承诺自己要常回来每一次都做不到
(为什么人家可以？）
一忙起来就把回家的事抛在脑后了
我终于知道为什么那些在外工作读书的孩子都抽不出时间回家

2009-09-26T21:17:00.002+08:00

I wanna wake up early in the morning...
I wanna go running......
I wanna losss weight!!!!
Argghhh...
I wanna stop eating...
(but I don't think I can make it....)
talking to my fat:"Get away from me!!!"

2009-09-23T11:24:00.002+08:00

Result just out...

not that good but not that bad

sad?

happy?

curious?

I can't describe my feeling , it is a mixture...

anywhere

that was a past tense

and i will only look forward...=)

Woodlands Outing with Friends...

2009-09-14T22:22:00.002+08:00

"emo-ing"

*more photos in fcbk...

Last saturday, four of us(Dionne, Peiwen, Shermaine and Me) went to Woodlands for a small gathering before I went back to Malaysia.

A simple gathering ...

totally simple but

we enjoyed it

nothing much to talk

but we enjoyed the quiet moment(at least I enjoyed it...LOL)

enjoyed reading our favourite magazine together

enjoyed taking photos

creating new ways to shoot artistic photos...

and so on....

2009-09-10T01:00:00.003+08:00

first day of photography club camp
tired but tomorrow will be more tired than today
tmr we will go hiking
haizzz
lost some nice shot ......URRRRGGGHHHHH
STUPID ME LAH
HAIZZZZ
next time must be more careful!!!!

2009-09-04T23:31:00.001+08:00

2009-09-02T15:56:00.004+08:00

Long time didn't go back to Machap since I went to Singapore...

Machap

a place where I grew up

a place where I first time went to school

a place where I first time made new friends

a place where I did a lot of things first time in my life

I can still remember the first day I went to school...

I was only 4 years old

I cried ...haha...I scared of the new environment...

but it became better after a week

my grandma waited for me everyday outside the class during break time

she brought along some food for me

I ate double at that time....haha...

i was quite fat at that time....obviously...haha...

This time when I went back

that school that I studied before had renovated and it looked so modern....

things changed so fast that you can't even have enough time to catch it...

but

memories will always be with us

always will be......

2009-08-27T23:36:00.002+08:00

A great film maker----Royston Tan
Just watched his short films
I borrowed it from library today...
nice to watch...

Movie that I watched today with my friend--Dionne
overall quite nice..
Like the song---Anything I own

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Yesterday, I watched two movies after exam with my friends in AMK Hub
The Proposal which is a comedy
and
Jack Neo's new movies---Where Got Ghost...
hm...
I like the first one more than the second one...
the second one, when you watched you will know it is local movie due to some editing part...
but
two movies are different types (for me)
different things are showed in the stories
for the first one , it suit almost everyone...
but
for the second one, it more like LOCAL
if you showed to others countries' people, they may not understand every part...
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MY OWN FEELING:
"don't know why....exam had just finished....but my brain can't stop working...have to think of this and that....arrange all my time....planning what to do during holidays....seem like will be a quite boring holidays....actually, a bit stress...just don't know why...haha....somebody said I didn't update for sooooo loong , so gonna write more this time ...haha...actually nothing much to say...NOPE.....that is not what my brain think of...lots of thingy in my brain....my heart was so small that can't afford to throw all of them out...AAAHHHHHH...can I shout? haha...just for fun....I really wanna shout out loud...haha....just no place for me to shout...Can I rent a place that is quiet and only me alone ....I hope to do my things there...my very personally, private things....simple as shouting, singing, sleeping, thinking, dreaming and so on.... (just kidding)...
huuuuuu....gonna be a loong holidays for me....YEAH!!! ....I have a few ideas what I wanna do.....haha...."

2009-08-13T22:44:00.003+08:00

wow!!!

all the presentations had done!!!

so happy today...

went AMK Hub watched 3D movies---UP...

nice movies....

the main character damn cute , his name is Russel...LOL...

today, we finally had our class photo shot done

thanks to everyone ...

2009-08-10T15:44:00.004+08:00

喜欢这短片....艺术，有意思，还有一把很好听的声音....

2009-08-10T15:24:00.003+08:00

took at Dionne's House ...

discussed Scriptwriting's ICA 4...

Actually we planned to record a short video for the TVC

but

we can't find the can....

the salesgirl in "Shop and Save" said:"Long time didn't sell le loh...."

hahaha

so we ended up draw it out...

*Her parrot(Miko) so cute! But no chance to take Miko's photo.....

2009-08-09T22:15:00.002+08:00

渐渐习惯了一个人的生活

没有杂讯不平凡的平静

自由的决定平凡得不习惯

一个人的生活可以让思绪沉淀也可以让自己忘掉这真实的世界

一个人的生活时间太长就没有意义了

适时回到原点别让脑袋放空太久

2009-07-29T23:13:00.002+08:00

5 hours filming was tiring

I can't imagine how those directors and actors work whole day whole night

5 hours ....more than enough for me...

but quite fun to film a drama

haha...

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After filming we continued to discuss our script assignment

seem like only me and peiwen was doing all the things

others was enjoy patoring

LOL

then

we went to yishun

we planned to buy a formal wear

but

nice one too expensive

cheap one so ugly

haha

finally

I bought two mystery novel in Popular

Buy one free one leh...haha

two thick novels only cost me $18.oo

haha

WORTH!!

2009-07-29T15:43:00.010+08:00

The first photo was taken by Pei Wen in library...

Don't know why look so emo~~~

The second photos taken by Dannie at school Koi's Pond...

After emcee presentation~~~

Days in school

2009-07-29T15:43:00.005+08:00

The first photo --- credit to Pei Wen

I also don't know why I look so emo~~~hahasss

(Took in library)

The second photo---credit to Dannie

Nice right?? hahsss...

2009-07-29T15:43:00.001+08:00

Third Day in school...

today class started at 2pm and ended at 4pm

we watched a two hours movies----------SEPET by Yasmin Ahmad

quite nice to watch

slacked in school until dinner time

hm...have to start do my homework ....

semester two was exactly like what I think

busy and tough...

but I promise to do my best...

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time make us apart

relationship that we maintained for so long

COLLAPSE

in less than a year

but

it's okay

really

because

I understand it

I do ...

seriously...

2009-07-28T14:53:00.005+08:00

my table----my dearest lappie,my favourite fruit and my heaviest mktg notes...

Another busy week again

but

still ok for me

will film a short drama tomorrow at Rachel's house

it sure will be fun!=)

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Singapore National Day is coming soon

I plan to go back to Kluang

but have to see whether my ICA can finish or not....

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2009-07-25T00:08:00.003+08:00

*feel that music is so important in my life!*

Huuu...

Finally is weekend again!!!

hahas...

what a busy week I had!

haiz...

first time stayed at library until 8pm..

made me LOVE library so much!!!

once you go in , you will never feel like going out...

hahas..

*find your own time to enjoy, although just listen to a song...*

2009-07-16T23:34:00.002+08:00

I just came back from Jeff Wang's concert...

I had shot 'some' photos there....

hm...some of his songs quite nice to hear...

my 'new' camera seem okay for normal shoot

but

seem so lousy for event shooting

so slow -_-

haiz....

then is the light

I not really like it

and my skill was not good

made those photos like...............haiz............

should have practice more !

I was so shame

I don't know why I dare to go for that event shooting...

p/s: one of my satisfy shot (photo above)....

步入十八之感触

2009-07-13T22:14:00.005+08:00

日历一张一张被无情地撕下

生日一年一年的过

岁月不饶人

我开始了解明白

十八岁的开始

让我把这社会的能见度看清了

我更看清了它不怎么能见的一面

这几个星期里身在国外的我遥望故乡发生的一切有喜怒哀乐有悲欢离合

心情也跟着起伏不定

我在此有些话想说。。。

不必因为别人的看法而限制自己

每个人都有每个人的看法

你无法一一去满足每一个人

还记得，有一个朋友说过一句话“有十个人喜欢你，就有十个人讨厌你"

别浪费时间在满足讨厌你的人

把时间花在有意义的事上

让青春不留白

不公平的对待

每个人几乎都舔过它的苦

努力争取过却无法改变

这也没什么好对它留恋的

忘了吧

让自己好过点

换个角度想

或许老天爷觉得你可以所以才考验你

也许这正是你踏向梦想的必经路

只是你还没看出来而已

“不管是快乐，伤心，生气，还是无奈

日子还是要过的

所以为何不选择开心度过呢？”

这句话很耳熟吧？

去实践它！

你会对生命有不一样的观点。。。

=）

2009-07-08T20:05:00.002+08:00

I had a filming project today

it was fun although it was quite tiring....

our filming topic was "soon Kueh"(水晶糕）

we tried so hard to find people who could help us

we had changed three people due to different reasons..

luckily....

we managed to find a pastor's wife to help us...

we went to her house at about 9pm from sch...

it took us about ten minute to walk there...

she was so friendly and patient to help us ..

thanks her a lot..

then it took us about 3 hours and 30 minutes to film all the shot we want

thanks a lot to eik ming, shermaine and seran....

the best group I ever had...

the soon kueh was damn nice but we don't have the time to eat...

we had to rush back to Media Hub to edit our film...

so all of us just grabbed one and then rushed back to school...

BUT!!!

it was raining...

and

we only had one umbrella...

so, to protect the videop cam...

I lent my umbrella to Seran who was holding the "heavy" camera..

and the others three of us had to run in the rain!!!

Gosh!!!

haiz....

damn tired...

but the most tired things was the editing part!!!

Mr. Azhar (our lecturer) only gave us three hours to edit...

so we didn't take our lunch

just straight away did the editing stuff...

but three hours were not enough for us...

finally, Mr Azhar gave us more time to do it..

we used about 5 hours to edit a 3 minutes 30 seconds short video...

and I had my lunch and dinner together at about 5:30pm....

But

the end product was nice and all of us felt so satisfy with it...

although it was tired, hungry.......

but that made me learn more and had more experiences...

I like filming although it is not an easy job...

2009-07-07T09:50:00.002+08:00

Sad Monday...

The first day of school reopen..

first was the marketing result...

then was the introl ICA...

after that was the refugement by the PAL to prepare the concert..

(this was really let my heart dropped so deeply...)

WHAT THE HELL!!!

nothing was successful ......

everything looked so bad!!!

but

at least

I had a few conclusions for myself....

1. read more and start from now

2. do ask question although you think it should be fine

3. be the early bird!!!

GOSH...

it destroyed my whole night!!!

Luckily,

the 'black n white' recovered my spirit....

That's what the things I like and I want to do...

work hard and get what I want.....

That's life....

2009-07-04T23:45:00.002+08:00

Just came back from my hometown...

seem like a lot of things have to do...

need more time please...

when can we play like them in the rain?(the photo above)

when can we forget all the things and be a child again?

tell the world !

that we need OXYGEN so badly!!!

2009-06-29T21:27:00.003+08:00

Taking shower at 1:15am...

I feel so free in my home

I can do anything I want

Left two more days

I need to go back to study...

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I know that is not true to do like that

I know why you talk to me

I know you care me

just forgive me

that

I was those kind of people who will not show that I care you

I will show you in a way that you didn't realise

that's me...

both of you...

thanks

and I really care for your too

care more than others...

I have to stop myself from thinking...everytime .....control my emotion...

or else...my tear will drop so easily...I know...

Or may be....I need to change ...

change to become a people that will show your I care for your...

may be ....I will.....

2009-06-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

沉浸

思考的边缘

让"古今"之战残留

无法无天入侵

人肉记忆卡

无动于衷

记忆卡的插头

2009-06-26T23:35:00.001+08:00

WHAT THE HELL!!!My LAPTOP CAN'T ONLINE.............................AAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!!

2009-06-21T22:00:00.003+08:00

what's the feeling of become 18?

why I don't have any feeling??

two more hours ...

I will become 18

that means what?

I don't know...........

2009-06-19T14:13:00.002+08:00

Shopping alone today....

went survey for my new swin suit...

hard to find the suitable one....

that's life

walked from BCB to City Trading....

just to buy some colour papers to design my journal...

hard to find suitable one...

that's life...

no prefect thing in this world

don't always ask for such thing

instead of being miss prefect,

miss ok is more easy and you will feel more happy...

Change your life by looking all the things 'ok'-ly....

2009-06-16T23:39:00.002+08:00

I felt that I was wasting time everyday...

seem like no mood doing all myhomeworks..

just because I don't want to use my brain...

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played badminton with MC,LIAU and Choyling this morning...

quite fun...

quite a long time didn't play badminton...

I wanna go swimming...

I need to plan for it!!

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huuuu~

too many things to think of

what to bring and what to buy...

this and that

gosh!

why be a human being so hard for me?

I need my brain to rest!

for my own good..

seem like I was worrying too many things??

HAHA...

2009-06-15T12:40:00.002+08:00

You can't decide the length of life, but you can control how you want to live it.

You can't control the weather, but you can control your mood.

You can't change your look, but you can smile.

You can't control others, but you can control yourself....

You can't foresee tomorrow, but you can utilize today wisely.

You can't win everything, but you can try your very best to achieve that.

Hope everyone can face the daily life positively and always happy...

2009-06-15T10:30:00.003+08:00

Time has a pair of wings which help it to fly

I scare

scare of the wings

the non-stop-flying wings

why you didn't feel tired at all?

why you couldn't stop for a while?

Do you know that...

you make people tired ?

you make people stress?

you make people lost their directions sometimes....?

People got really tired rushing behind you,

can you just LEAVE US ALONE?!

2009-06-08T21:11:00.002+08:00

Deep inside my brain....

hides a road which points me to my sweet sweet home...

I want to follow the road ...

but my legs refuge to take me there...

Now, I want to say that...

I will be back....SOON!!!

count down................4 days left!!! hooray!!!

2009-06-05T23:18:00.002+08:00

wow! finally is weekend again!

one more week, just one more week!

I can go home!!!

haha...

can't wait to go home...

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next week will be the 'ICAssss' week

lots of ICA have to be done

will be tired

I can confirm

but

the thing which cheer me up is----------------I can go home by the end of the week!!!

haha

2009-06-03T23:36:00.003+08:00

Today I went to Photography Club meeting

Actually I didn't plan to go

Anywhere

The meeting was not bad

just I felt that I was idiot at there

I knew nothing about the camera

I just knew how to hold the camera and press the shotting button

and I even don't know about Photoshop...

I was scared for the second time meeting

I don't think I will go.....

I planned to start learning from now

or may be holiday(I was almost killed by those damn ICAssss)

But the first thing is to buy a good camera...

I'm not going to be a professional photographer

it is just one of my hobbies

2009-06-02T21:36:00.002+08:00

You hope to have freedom when it is not in you hand

when it is in you hand, you choose to give it up .........

but that's too late!!!

Freedom --------don't judge the meaning by its word!!!

2009-05-29T20:25:00.003+08:00

Went to Vivo City last Monday....

It was the first outing for my class

The aim is to celebrate three of my friends' birthday...

We had a great time there!!!

2009-05-23T22:00:00.002+08:00

刚收到朋友寄来的e-mail，觉得很有意思，十八样里面，你在小时候做过几样？

1、用手插入米缸的米里面插来插去/玩来玩去

2、地下有阶砖时，特意隔一格一格来走（不可走过界，要完全在格内）

3、用镜面等反光物品反射阳光，照来照去

4、铺张纸在硬币上面，然后用铅笔在上面描，描个形出来

5、吃完瑞士糖（Sugus）之后，将糖纸包回原本四四方方的形状出来

6、超级市场踩着购物车行走

7、贴张写着“我是白痴”等等的纸条在同学的背后

8、拍别人左边站在别人右边

9、踩别人的影子

10、丢别人门口的拖鞋下楼

11、下楼梯时坐在扶手上面滑下来

12、在电梯(Escalator)上往相反方向走

13、用萤光笔(Highlighter)油指甲

14、下雨用伞，总是故意地转那把伞

15、对着镜子学跳舞／演戏／唱歌

16、在街上见到狗就扮猫叫，见到猫就扮狗吠

17、下雨的时候,拿起伞故意往雨大的地方走去听雨啪啪的声音感觉很爽

18、玩家电包装里的那张有很多泡泡的塑料膜,把泡泡一个一个按破

我做过十二样，你呢？

p/s: 这让我回想到小时候的时光，好单纯.......好想回到过去.......

2009-05-22T19:21:00.002+08:00

I'm not bad mood

just can't find any resons to smile....

finally is weekend again...

I decided not to go back Kluang this weekend

just because I need more time to do my homeworks

and

have to catch up with those boring lesson which I fall asleep ....haha...

a lot of ICA will be done in next week

hope all will be fine!

hope that it will not like what we did today

Rachel and I went to those lecture room from level 2 to level 4

asked those lecturer whether free to let us interview them on next week filming session

but no one willing to help....

haiz...

hope that everything will be fine next week

although next Monday don't have to go to school due to the 3rd year's student graduation

but

a lot of make-up classes have to 'squeeze' in our original time table

that is terrible!!!

next week will be a very very busy week with two more ICAs have to done!!!!

2009-05-17T10:51:00.002+08:00

yeah~came back again!!

this time I didn't meet my old friends

but

I got the chance to meet my grandparents, aunts and ,my cousins

although it took me about one hour to reach the bus station

plus the two hours 'journey' from SG to KLG...

but my going-home-feel was strong enough to cover that...

I had to say it is not as fun as I thought...

I fall asleep when I was in MRT

I wanted to sleep when I was in bus but couldn't sleep

but I know it worth!

I will come back again when I was free...

yupe!again and again.....

2009-05-12T21:19:00.003+08:00

me and Pei Wen

Damn Tired today!!!

after school , went to watch movie with my classmates

we watched "TAKEN"..

quite nice to watch

it ended at about 5pm

then had my dinner with my JB's friends--Pei Wen

reached home at about 6:30pm..

then prepared my ICA for marketing tomorrow

hope all going well tomorrow!

haiz

the marketing's lecturer said we were far behind and want to do a make up

and is tomorrow

so...

I have to go back home tomorrow by 4pm...

GOSH!!

i need more time and sleep toooooo ..... haha

2009-05-06T23:05:00.003+08:00

haha....

this is my table...

will post other photos in my room next time..

on the table is my new laptop...:D

2009-05-05T19:31:00.002+08:00

today ,went to the audition for the host of NYPTV...

I don't know where I got the courage to go...

I decided not to go at last but my friends kept asked me to go and try..

so I did..

I knew that my pronous was not good..

plus my english only "half the pail of water" (haha)

will not be chosen..I told myself...

when I went in, many people had already arrived...

so I just get ready for my part...

my partner is Diyana--my classmate..

we practised again and again..

in toilet(haha)

nobody was inside at that time

so we got the chance to practise

and we found out that the sound effect in the toilet is soooo perfect!!!

we practised until perfect , then went back to the waiting room...

we were the fourth..

we went into a place exactly like the place those program had been recording..

all the machines, the light , the microphone...

a bit anxious ..

my 30 seconds self-intro was not bad...

but when both of us was hosting...

haiz..

we started to forget what we should say....

hm...

I don't think I will be chosen...haha...

just took an experiences that how's hosting was..

I think is better for me to hide behind the camera..

haha...

but it's fun really!!!

2009-05-03T19:33:00.003+08:00

finally came back to Sg ...

Gosh... my day in Kluang just to do my hmwks...

wanna go to grandma's house also no time...

haiz...

next time I sure want to go no matter what!!!

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finally again , haha...

I had finished 2/3 of my hmwks...

left one ...but that one don't have to pass up tomorrow...

huuu...

hope my presentation tomorrow will be ok....

2009-05-02T02:51:00.002+08:00

wow!!!

I 'm back here..

my home..

that's really great!!

I hope I can stay here forever....haha...

Just finished one of the assignment....still got a lot....

haiz...

wanna sleep now...but cannot..

have to do my hmwk....

why my frz in another poly don't have hmwk???

that's life?!

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met my frzs just now

chatting...

had a great time..really

still got one more day can stay here...

haiz....

that's life again?!

2009-04-30T00:07:00.001+08:00

wah!!!!!

no mood........

no mood to do my ICA .......

how????

my God!!!!

Don't have any idea now....

haiz....

2009-04-28T20:15:00.002+08:00

today was really tiring...

go to sch at nine..

having the business presentation skill subject..

the lecturer wanted us to present...

is ok to me to present

but

don't know why...

although I had well prepare,

but when I stood up,I just forgot all I wanted to say...

Gosh...

I just simply said somethings...

the lecturer said good..

my GOD!!

I wondered whether he just simply listened or what....

haiz...

I better changed or else I will die...

for my course ,presentation is the most important thing...

then the tutorial end at 12pm...

went to library to discuss another group work..

too hungry but no time to eat

so I bought one cup of latte..

and it costed me $2.40...

damn expensive...

I will never buy at there again...

later went to the theatre of art to get my student card

had my lunch at 2pm...

wanna ate porridge

but the porridge is just rice mix with sliced-fish soup...

huhuhu...and it costed $3.1o...

after my lunch,

went to BISHAN with my friends by MRT to buy the mini dv tape

we wasted 2 hours there but buy nothing...

don't know is that the one we need or...

plus too expensive lah...

then we came back at 4pm..

went to buy my dinner...

'zha chai fan' +'HL milk'

costed me $3.45

haiz...

today really wasted a lot of money....

2009-04-27T23:50:00.002+08:00

today was the first day of week two

lots of ICAssss kept giving out by those lecturers

haiz....

my brain kept thinking of those works...

ppl will thaught that I was crazy and a bit too stress

first, is because I need time to overcome the different teaching pattern

second , is because I have no experiences with it ....

all I need is more time....

yah....I know I can overcome those problems...

huh

but will it be a bit too fast???

next week have to present alraedy...

Gosh....

have to prepare from now...

no more holiday......haiz....